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Thursday, August 24th, 2006
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| Subject: | life... |
| Time: | 9:08 pm. |
| Mood: |  crappy. | | Music: | color my flesh; the sharks. |
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so, i passed my server training, and just hopefully only will have one day left under supervision, then i am out on my own. but what bites... they changedthe menu on me, so i have new prices to memorize. i cut my hair, and i loved it the first day i go it, which was 2 days ago, now... im sick of it, and i want it to grow out, it looks like a mullet!
orientation was fun, hung out with the same 3 guys the whole time, cuz most ofthe girls were either boring, afraid of me, or skanks. people already started talking shit, but whatever, those kids will get bit in the ass sooner or later.
i just love my job, and i dont have some lame-ass job, like working at vans, and thinking im the shit...because i actually make money, unlike some people that i know. i help people when i can with my job, as well, i dont use my resources selfishly, like some little shits i know that shall remain unamed.
summer has been a disappointment, cabo was amazing, but other than that, every one fucked me over. no road trip, like i promised myself, no hawaii, no beach day, it was a total bust. thats the last time i spend my summer unsingle. im tired of this shit. anyways, college will be an experience all in its own, and it is somthing that i am looking forward to very much, now, for some reason.... ooh, i know why... they offer free massages on campus..WOOP WOOP!
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Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
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so, i have orientation soon, and everything is just blegh. the baby has been in my house for over a week and she left yesterday, so now im left with no one to talk to (expect pictures soon). the mother in law is shit talking to me, and its a bummer like no other. shes just causing drama for michael and myself (not that we need any more of it to begin with). whatever, mikey moves out in a few weeks, so i cant decide if im looking forward to it or not. im just sooooo tired with work and the kids, and cleaning, i need to get my own place...FAST! anywho, cabo was great, celeste fell in love with a bartender, and i fell in love with melon balls! mmm...still waiting on a beach day, who knows. well, thats the update, i guess! catch ya later<3
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3 days left and im a legal adult, i can run for office, vote, join the military, buy cigarettes, buy scratchers, but somehow, i will still feel oppressed....i neeed to get out of here. right when i thought things were going great, it takes a turn for the worst. single, shich im okay with, but he still is a royal ass about everything. im going to enjoy friday... or at least try to... its all i've got to look forward to, that and moving out. i cant stay here anymore. IM SORRY IM GROWING UP! ITS NOT MY FAULT YOUR SISTER DIED OF COLON CANCER AND NOW YOU HAVE TO GET A PROBE UP YOUR ASS ONCE A YEAR! geeze..i end up being their scapegoat for everything! all i did was be nice to her, and go out and run little errands to make her feel better. its good to know my good efforts always go unnoticed. all i ask is some consideration. i dont get it. them bring "proud" of me is a load of bullshit. im not their straight A 4.0 or 3.8 student, im not going to a prominenet university, to some people in the family, my greatest accomplishment is getting out of high school without getting pregnant...nice to know my family's got real high expectations for me. im done venting...really, im not... i just neeed to get out.
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| Subject: | work... |
| Time: | 6:29 pm. |
| Mood: |  busy. | | Music: | royal oil; mighty mighty bosstones. |
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applying for jobs is really taxing..and boring. i need $2000 to fix up my car... so, money is definetley a necessity at this time. no one believes in paper applications anymore, so it kinda bites...whatever. i need me a good job..dammit! the end. my week alone is only 2 days away, i am DEFINITELY looking forward.
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| Subject: | vegas |
| Time: | 1:04 pm. |
| Mood: |  annoyed. | | Music: | bat attack; batmobile. |
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so..here i am, stuck in vegas, once again. babysitting, back n forth. my nina and i went to some awesome vintage stores with some reasonable prices. i got myself on tshirts, a skirt, and a michael jeackson jacket, and she got me a dress for graduation. its very jackie o! mike came out here in the middle of the week, and of course, arguing and fighting, debating what to do, where to go, but he just ends up not making up his mind and we get stuck doing nothing. whatever. so, here i am! well, im off! here are some pics from the visit so far.
she is only the pretiest baby in the universe!!!!!!!!!!
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| Subject: | yucka! |
| Time: | 10:17 pm. |
| Mood: |  aggravated. | | Music: | the ripper;concombre zombi. |
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im tired of being taken advantage of. im done being the girlfriend who will obey his every wish, and the perfect daughter who will always do as shes told. im tired of being other people's bitch, pretty much. i dont know who the hell i am, or what im going to do. i just wander out into the universe with nothing to do, and almost no one to trust. apparently, im not that important to him. whatever. im all out of suggestions for myself, i have no idea what to do with him anymore. i should start over. im done with this shit. yadda yadda yadda! money this, money that. we arent even married and we're already arguing over fucking money. i hate it, and i hate this capitalist nation. im so.....urrrrgh! i cantt even begin to describe my frustration with the world right now. im out.. bye homies! <3
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Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
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i hate people who butt into other people's business. then you tell them, as nicely as possible that its not their business... and they get mad at you! i hate people. people suck. i was a fucking wreck driving to rehearsal last night, and i made it safe up until i pulled into the parking lot, when one of the parents nearly rammed rightinto my put put, oh man, i was pissed. i stayed home today, to rest and get over feeling like shit, and some people ruined my day, i got no sleep, no work done, and no rest whatsoever. i have to go to the dentist today, and it bites. my dogs keep farting, and they stink up the whole damn house. anyways, i guess i should go to bed, and try to relax. fatty's coming over today, that'll be a treat... oh dear. well... im off, to do, whatever tired people do.
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Sunday, February 26th, 2006
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this is my journal.... i made a new one... tired of old name, and bored as hell at 4 in the morning. and pissed off... so, new journal, to keep out LJ intruders!
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